H E A L E R
what the world needs
is a healer
watch the video clip THE FIRST TWILIGHT (below/bottom)
it's an assumption
that fundamentally, we're all equal - embedded in the constitution
here in Canada especially - then there's "karma"
that fundamentally, we're all equal - embedded in the constitution
here in Canada especially - then there's "karma"
then there's reality - the judgements - the walls of shame
welcome to the fear factory - centuries of criminal behaviour
in a cold con, conditionally condoned & carried on
welcome to the fear factory - centuries of criminal behaviour
in a cold con, conditionally condoned & carried on
adverse anomalies creating chaos - abort, alpha one charlie delta fox
I'm going down - mayday - mayday - mayday
"requesting an emergency rescue evac - unknown co-ordinates
"requesting an emergency rescue evac - unknown co-ordinates
crash and burn scenario situation - with respect
just get your ass into gear - now sir"
I need a healer
just get your ass into gear - now sir"
I need a healer
fiery flames
little chance of recovery
vigilant voices - shadowy shape shifters
downward spiral - smoking spin - searing
reverberation - condemnation into redemption
little chance of recovery
vigilant voices - shadowy shape shifters
downward spiral - smoking spin - searing
reverberation - condemnation into redemption
in this angry apparition approaching
grounded by gravity and grit
blunt force - a loud black thud
silence
she lies next to me - shields down - surrender
darkened room - in port - docked - respite repair
only it's a haze - a dream - years ago with her
is this real?
in our bedroom - early on
reaching over and touching my wounded shoulder during intimacy
when time stood still - before anything mattered - this
a genuine gesture that feels good - caring
in weeping war crimes - realizing time is tenuous
only it's a haze - a dream - years ago with her
is this real?
in our bedroom - early on
reaching over and touching my wounded shoulder during intimacy
when time stood still - before anything mattered - this
a genuine gesture that feels good - caring
in weeping war crimes - realizing time is tenuous
and that life is just this benevolent IV drip
and beeping blip on my vacuous ventilator
in this moment - stillness
in her precious presence
"you - are a healer", a simple acknowledgement
spoken quietly in this gift of grace and humility
empathy - compassion - deliverance - she receives the message in form
no expectation - only loving, accepting resolve - nothing matters
only what is right here - right now ... you are everything
and you are nothing
"shhh - close your eyes now - sleep dear"
that caress along my high hair line
that soft kiss on my cheek - drifting
into my slippery slumber
empathy - compassion - deliverance - she receives the message in form
no expectation - only loving, accepting resolve - nothing matters
only what is right here - right now ... you are everything
and you are nothing
"shhh - close your eyes now - sleep dear"
that caress along my high hair line
that soft kiss on my cheek - drifting
into my slippery slumber
ah ... home
no attachment - no shame - no pretension - no fallout - no "discussion"
no need to pretend and/or hide behind anything
no cruel constructions - no billowing blame - no borderlines
no need to pretend and/or hide behind anything
no cruel constructions - no billowing blame - no borderlines
when she walks into a room
my heart goes bing - bang - boom - "mommy"!
waning in my winter - heart pounding - so real OMG
my heart goes bing - bang - boom - "mommy"!
waning in my winter - heart pounding - so real OMG
so right there - I could touch her - shivering shaking
I feel colder - wait, what's happening here?
I feel colder - wait, what's happening here?
yes, we all are conditioned to give and take according to the plan
braised on high heat from the very beginning - barbecued beef
braised on high heat from the very beginning - barbecued beef
deliciously sauced and served with a side of our choice
for some it's religion - for others it's faith
for others it's a simple good nights sleep
awakening into resolution and refreshment
I LOVE YOU
awakening into resolution and refreshment
I LOVE YOU
fading fast in my final destination
one last thought - in this
distant dissertation
women taught me how to appreciate
men taught me how to dissipate
despise, disassemble, distract
despise, disassemble, distract
it doesn't matter who I am - or what I stand for
it's not about my conquests or my fears, regrets
accomplishments - mistakes
none of that
none of that
it's about my intention
in my willingness to let go of everything
right here - right now
most men
want more
less is more
silence
what the world needs
is a healer
for ross laing
optimized for night vision
a jim lamarche remix
from the album ONE LIFE
assembled in photoshop, logic audio & final cut
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