H E A L E R
it's an assumption
that fundamentally, we're all equal - embedded in the constitution
here in Canada especially - then there's "karma"
welcome to the fear factory - centuries of criminal behavior
conditionally condoned
adverse conditions creating chaos - abort alpha one charlie delta fox
"requesting an emergency rescue evac - unknown co-ordinates
just get your ass into the situation - now sir"
I need a healer
what he thinks, he becomes"
little chance of recovery
fading voices - shadowy shape shifters
downward spiral - blunt force - smoke - fire -
reverberation - condemnation into redemption
she lies next to me in silence - shields down - surrender
only it's a haze - a dream - years ago with her
is this real
in our bedroom - early on
reaching over and touching my wounded shoulder during intimacy
when time stood still - before anything mattered - this
a genuine gesture that feels good - caring
in war crimes - realizing time is short
in this moment - stillness
"you - are a healer", a simple acknowledgement
empathy - compassion - deliverance - she receives the message in form
no expectation - only loving, accepting resolve - nothing matters
only what is right here - right now ... you are everything
and you are nothing
"shhh - close your eyes now - sleep dear"
that caress along my receding hair line
that soft kiss on my cheek - drifting
into slumber - ah
home
"the wound ... is the place where the light enters you"
no attachment - no shame - no pretension - no fallout - no "discussion"
no need to pretend and/or hide behind anything
no cruel constructions - no walls of blame - no borderlines
taking it in gently
when she walks into a room
my heart goes bing - bang - boom - "mommy"!
waking from a dream at 5am - heart pounding - so real OMG
I feel cold
we all are conditioned to give and take according to the plan
braised on high heat from the very beginning - barbecued chicken
for some it's religion - for others it's faith
awakening into resolution and refreshment
for me it's all of the above
I am thank-full - yes god - the affirmation
the adoration returning
thank you
H E A L E R
none of that
lose the baggage
ah
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