Sunday, 26 December 2021

HEY WHOEVER



 ever has it been
that love knows not its own depth
until the hour of separation

kahlil gibran




H E Y  W H O E V E R
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the one feeds the other
in a soft overview

those at the peak of their sexuality
are young and I envy them - romance
filed in closets, wisdom & remembrance
everything is magnified, vibrant
smell, taste, touch ... feelings
and that intense pain - loss
reverberating

regret

this clip takes me back
to that hazy time - when falling in love
was both intoxicating
and tragic

when impressions
were everything
and truth was just
an illusion












optimized for night vision



a jim lamarche remix

from the album TWO LIVES
assembled in logic audio and final cut

featuring the roland system 8




source music w/eric holmberg & fredrik v.
https://www.facebook.com/EarsOfLight












see the ONE LIFE album/page here >>>
http://www.jimlamarche.ca/onelife/

see the new TWO LIVES album/page here >>>
see the new THREE LIVES album/page here >>>


read more of Jim's blog posts here 


project credits/contributors/links listed below
listen to the youtube album ONE LIFE  >>>  HERE
(play all)


special thanks to GRADO LABS in Brooklyn NY
for understanding how headphones
should be made





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Thursday, 23 December 2021

TORNADO DREAMS




last night I had a dream
that a tornado was coming right for me
it's a once a month thing

 

T O R N A D O  D R E A M S
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optimized for night vision



a jim lamarche remix

from the album ONE LIFE
assembled in logic audio and final cut


featuring the roland system 8



source music w/ptr.


footage: tornado 101
national geographic society












see the ONE LIFE album/page here >>>
http://www.jimlamarche.ca/onelife/

see the new TWO LIVES album/page here >>>
see the new THREE LIVES album/page here >>>


read more of Jim's blog posts here 

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project credits/contributors/links listed below
listen to the youtube album ONE LIFE  >>>  HERE
(play all)


special thanks to GRADO LABS in Brooklyn NY
for understanding how headphones
should be made





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Monday, 20 December 2021

GLORIA


star of wonder
star of royal beauty bright
shine your light on earth below
guide the way

brothers & sisters




G L O R I A
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for a King
wise men bring their gifts of gold
sweet perfume and precious oil


empty handed
can I come just as I am?
or like a shepherd, bring a lamb?

a humble offering


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a jim lamarche remix
from the album THREE LIVES
assembled in photoshop, logic audio & final cut

featuring the Roland System 8

feat. anita tatlow


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listen to the album ONE LIFE  >>>  HERE


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jimlamarche.ca



your star shines





Friday, 17 December 2021

GENDER FLUID - BOYS LIKE ME





be a man

as children we gravitate one way or the other  


years before we even know what sex is 

what it means and what the ramifications are  


the junior kindergarten boy 

who instinctively reaches for the doll 

while another reaches for the soldier 

puberty miles away  


it’s embedded in our constitution - at conception










Curve ball


Then they come … girls.  I mean WTF is that?  They’re softer, kinder - different.  Fascinating.  Worthy of a closer look.  Soon after I find out one night in the kitchen - while Mom is preparing supper, that girls can get pregnant and have babies?  Wow!  How does that work?  


Girls rock!  Oh wait. Did I say that too loud?

Tick tock block. Dad stumbles in after dark. Drunk again. Running for cover.

Firing up a smoke/beer & movie w/John Wayne and laughing for some reason.

Time passes ... what is he laughing about?  The sound of silverware on a plate cutting pork chops merged w/gunshots from a classic western.

 

Barking out something to Mom (washing dishes) that's not very nice.  Something about the food. Just a flicker from a TV through a crack in my bedroom door - all part of the inventory.  What's wrong w/this picture?  A dream? ... why am I alone here?


So ya ... boys & girls.


We’re one or the other physically … and both spiritually (all of us).  Feminine men, masculine women and everything in between. Many make the transition smoothly, like a graceful cinematic crossfade in any given moment while others struggle in isolation in a small boat in a lightning storm, hanging on for dear life.  Most carry on with their lives quietly and no one is the wiser.  Ghosts.


The most interesting, grounded and insightful people I’ve ever met are both genders, integrating the male w/female effortlessly & unnoticeably.  A humble confidence that most envy, elevated self esteem as they aren’t attached to being a 'guy' or 'girl' because they know they are both, and welcome it.  


They are gender fluid.









Blue pill, Red Pill or Black Pill ...


What I’ve learned recently in reading/research & podcasts is that those born autistic are prone to glitching later on.  It’s the fall-out when certain synapses in the brain don’t connect the way they’re supposed to (developmental disability).  Then add malevolent conditioning (broken parents) and the problem spirals.  They become gasoline on the fire and certain children become blocked up, becoming worse & worse over decades to come.  Collateral damage.


Abuse, addiction, impotence, homophobia & misogyny are all debris from the tornado that rips through daily in those on the spectrum, causing confusion & chaos, sometimes leading to violence and destruction (beyond themselves). Psychotherapists & Chiropractors have a lot in common ... it's all in the alignment.


Stranded, alienated & afraid - they wait.  Any form of acknowledgement, care & attention is welcomed.  What's this internet thing?  Perfect.  Give me a target.


For me it is becoming obvious that this fracture in our gender identity (on a human scale) is universal, and is the cause of most worldly disorders all spawned by sexual dysfunction & delusion. Almost like a spiritual pandemic that goes unnoticed (not important).











Glitch > pause > deep breath > realign


The good news?  It can be fixed!  ... ok in some cases.


Good counsellors will see the fractures early on and will facilitate repairs almost immediately, only it requires a willingness for the participant to trust the process and a big commitment to healing. Time. That may take some convincing evidence, judiciously integrated.  Those impaired connections can be reinstated and the flow may become smooth. 
Maybe for the first time.



Gender should be celebrated, not defined.  When it is?  Magic happens.






GENDER FLUID - BOYS LIKE ME

volume up, 720p










recommended listening








see the ONE LIFE album/page here >>>
http://www.jimlamarche.ca/onelife/

see the new TWO LIVES album/page here >>>
see the new THREE LIVES album/page here >>>


read more of Jim's blog posts here 

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project credits/contributors/links listed below
listen to the youtube album ONE LIFE  >>>  HERE
(play all)


special thanks to GRADO LABS in Brooklyn NY
for understanding how headphones
should be made











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Thursday, 16 December 2021

GENDER FLUID




not because I want to be different
but because I want to be myself

 

G E N D E R  F L U I D
volume up, 720p










optimized for night vision



a jim lamarche remix

from the album TWO LIVES
assembled in logic audio and final cut


featuring the roland system 8


source music by lukasz gottwald, max martin, katy perry, bonnie mckee & benny bianco















see the ONE LIFE album/page here >>>
http://www.jimlamarche.ca/onelife/

see the new TWO LIVES album/page here >>>
see the new THREE LIVES album/page here >>>


read more of Jim's blog posts here 

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project credits/contributors/links listed below
listen to the youtube album ONE LIFE  >>>  HERE
(play all)


special thanks to GRADO LABS in Brooklyn NY
for understanding how headphones
should be made





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Thursday, 9 December 2021

MARTIAL LAW



freedom itself was attacked this morning 
by a faceless coward
and freedom will be defended

george w. bush

 

M A R T I A L  L A W
volume up, 720p










cry me a river
VIP - Very Important Person
get used to it



optimized for night vision



a jim lamarche remix

from the album ONE LIFE
assembled in logic audio and final cut


featuring the roland system 8


source music w/fabbro



brandon caskey 'martial law' 
directed by legit looks
animation by tillavision





respect isn't earned
it's taken













see the ONE LIFE album/page here >>>
http://www.jimlamarche.ca/onelife/

see the new TWO LIVES album/page here >>>
see the new THREE LIVES album/page here >>>


read more of Jim's blog posts here 

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project credits/contributors/links listed below
listen to the youtube album ONE LIFE  >>>  HERE
(play all)


special thanks to GRADO LABS in Brooklyn NY
for understanding how headphones
should be made





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