HEALER 25 (Sunday Sermon)

H E A L E R

what the world needs

is a healer

watch the video clip THE FIRST TWILIGHT (below/bottom)

it's an assumption

that fundamentally, we're all equal - embedded in the constitution
here in Canada especially - then there's "karma"

then there's reality - the judgements - the walls of shame
welcome to the fear factory - centuries of criminal behaviour
in a cold con, conditionally condoned & carried on

adverse anomalies creating chaos - abort, alpha one charlie delta fox

I'm going down - mayday - mayday - mayday
"requesting an emergency rescue evac - unknown co-ordinates

crash and burn scenario situation - with respect
just get your ass into gear - now sir"

I need a healer

fiery flames
little chance of recovery
vigilant voices - shadowy shape shifters
downward spiral - smoking spin - searing
reverberation - condemnation into redemption

in this angry apparition approaching

grounded by gravity and grit

blunt force - a loud black thud

silence

she lies next to me - shields down - surrender

darkened room - in port - docked - respite repair
only it's a haze - a dream - years ago with her
is this real?

in our bedroom - early on

reaching over and touching my wounded shoulder during intimacy
when time stood still - before anything mattered - this
a genuine gesture that feels good - caring
in weeping war crimes - realizing time is tenuous

and that life is just this benevolent IV drip

and beeping blip on my vacuous ventilator

in this moment - stillness

in her precious presence

"you - are a healer", a simple acknowledgement

spoken quietly in this gift of grace and humility
empathy - compassion - deliverance - she receives the message in form
no expectation - only loving, accepting resolve - nothing matters
only what is right here - right now ... you are everything
and you are nothing

"shhh - close your eyes now - sleep dear"

that caress along my high hair line
that soft kiss on my cheek - drifting
into my slippery slumber

ah ... home

no attachment - no shame - no pretension - no fallout - no "discussion"
no need to pretend and/or hide behind anything
no cruel constructions - no billowing blame - no borderlines