nature's WAY

there's a chill in the air

 

we live in the confines of our environment

it's a beautiful sunny day in mexico in the winter

for a couple of north american campers on vacation

all inclusive - all elusive

tanning in paradise
lotsa booze


oK, amazing sex


crisis? what crisis?
boner service is excellent, thank you
my wife is rotting in zimbobwe  
enough said

this girl is my "assistant"
yep - hot - it's how i roll now 



nature's WAY 
 

    

meanwhile

 next door, there's a typhoon in the philippines

people getting swept under the muck

bacteria levels - through the roof

death is a routine delivery there
mommy daddy gone

it's a broadcast voice on TV
eating KFC ... WTF ... OMFG

"i was just sitting there
playing with my barbie

when the water came in

and flushed us down
the toilet"  

an unfortunate stain
on this imported satin
 

granted, ok - winters in Toronto can be brutal

sometimes we get 20cm of frikkin snow 

on the ground - under our manicured toes

and the roads get slippery - and shit flies

people get mean  - short tempered

and it gets messy

i hate winter

i mean ok - we struggle

dinner is ruined

.

some are more resiliant than others

in matters of the spirit

some take it better

i mean oK

we can fight the elements OR

we can surrender and succumb

moving on - detached

redemption

no contest 

we FIGHT - Spartacus conquers
you piece of fucking shit 

we fight - our favourite sport

masturbation - we fight

ah great release

we fight

for our right to hold on to resentment

for our opportunity to exercise revenge

i dream of it every night because

i hold onto daddy - only daddy is

gone forever

alone again - naturally

  

i've locked old wounds into flimsy lockers

in the back of my fermenting psyche

buried deep in my limbic

promising to keep 

them - secret

i mean - shit

it's embarrassing - and i'd really prefer

to forget about it

only i can't - it's a haunting shadow

that follows me around

the remnants of shame and regret

i'm what - a breach baby
just shut - the fuck up and make it happen
i'm royalty you insipid cunt 

 

king . warrior . magician . lover

door number 3 please
with 100 on the bonus round
and the trip for 2 to los vegas
and the show-girl blowjob
coming complimentary


spin - the wheel 
(audience clapping) 
  

i still hold anger because my parents were fakes

dad way more than mom - at least she cared
reaching for her - gone - ah shit - oK she

loved me - distracted tho, like dad
narcissism extended - dysfunction
incalcitrant calculation 
failing 

it's still amazing to me

as to how some

can remain humble
humility is indeed in short supply

you my friend, are a sage
carrying and dispersing your wisdom
where-ever you go - you grow

and i love you  

walking in the grass with a stick
impervious to natures way
scarred too - and yet
you remain true
on course

you remind me of what i can still do


i can still make a difference in this world
i can be alive and celebrate life
i can circumnavigate
and plan it

i used to be beautiful you know
i still can be

just takes a little eyeshadow
and blush

  
 

i feel optimism

it's in the unraveling of the lies 

do we find our truths

i'm struggling still
my feet are cold
winter is brutal 

wallowing in despair

is a form of masochism

only there is a twisted, addictive

pleasure in it


nature's WAY
 

it's not what or how much we consume
it's how our consumption
defines us

i am consumed and distracted
a delicate balance
i mean, after all

karma aside?
it's all in the choices we make AND 

 

it's the pain that keeps us

alive 



(dedicated to my friend chris landreth) 

my name is luka

i live on the second floor

just don't ask me - what it was
just don't ask me - how i am 

yes, we are exposed to twists and turns
tips and tricks

i am fascinated by this one 

only because i see it everywhere

surfacing on the physical plane
wishful sexual dysfunction

this is the guy from montreal - far left
who recently cut his lover 
up into pieces
and mailed his body parts - express post

i have a theory
 

 

every once in a while

the shadow wants to expose himself

only - because she ever so desperately needs to be seen
this is a stretch - BUT - going there

tornado torpedo - typhoon tsunami
pass the popcorn
and settle back

ok, i'm no rap-star
but perhaps this fumbling prose is a start

it's all in the news - it's headline horror
a chance to be real - out there

maybe it's because i'm crazy

i try not to act too proud

 

 

luka rocco magnotta

they only hit until you cry

after that - you don't ask why

you just don't argue - anymore 

i'm the tormented trickster - my eye on the throne

the displaced lover - throw me a bone

the morose magician - i'll make you see

my twisted sister - on a mission of mercy

playing out my game of russian roulette - in style

using all my available resources for a while
seamless state of the art technology
download me in HD - while i'm still free

having everything and yet tossing it all into the sea
because - i can - no choice now - you have to look - at me

right here - today

my show - done my way 
 

because fundamentally - it doesn't matter

mother fucker - father sucker
i am hearing - too much chatter

and so dear friends and faithful readers

welcome back to yet another erase and rewind

a dance in dementia - a trip down another musty corridor 
(ah so i how miss - the twilight zone)

my name is luka

it's an invented name, but it's what i go by - now

many interpretations - mixed yet always curious

the result in lubricated rotation - carefully cooked - changing
depending on where my moon-mood is - and who i'm with
to some ... i'm gay and to others
ac/dc - what difference does it make
when you're evenly baked

ok, i'm a boy, who is a girl sometimes - flawless form

questionable karma in a perfect storm

am i a boy?  or am i a girl??  perhaps, you will never know

it doesn't matter - just going to make it so

it's a claim to fame
just needing 15 minutes
to launch my name

ok, maybe you still don't get it

i'm red hot

 i am larger than life

i am aphrodite and i am devout

hero and heroine

soon, you'll find out

i'll be whomever you want me to be - make me soft

take me and make me

because i am the one - who gets off

oh yeah
 

i kill things 

animals and people

 give me a cam

just don't ask me - how i am

i am part of something bigger and better

than YOU will ever be

because i am omnipotence personified

click and claim me

i want you to fuck me
before i kill you

my world is a non-linear extraction

in post-nuclear posturing

radiation sperm illumination - powder blue hue

only i am me - and you 

are just you

who is this piece of shit
chinese - extermination eclipsing ecstasy

i'll cut you and paste you, wherever i please

because i have you - on your knees

i can spew your body parts wherever i choose

cause in the end, i win and you lose
it's just assumed

that it's important news
stay tuned

my name is luka

 

i live on the second floor

i live upstairs from you

yes i think you've seen me before

if you hear something late at night

some kind of trouble, some kind of fight

just don't ask me - what it was
just don't ask me - how i am 


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